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Wednesday, September 06, 2006


was chatting with a someone today in the msn. at first he said that he was not in the mood, well, being nice, i asked him why as to comfort him regarding his matter. but when he told me that he was pissed off, because his sister was getting married and moving in with the husband which stays quite far from him. he said he was sad and would be lonely if his sister leaves him alone - staying far away from him with the husband. he said he was angry with the future brother-in-law.

he's 20+ this year. and i have no idea what is his brain thinks. i mean, how could you get angry with you future brother-in-law, when your sis is going to depend on him for the rest of her life, and it should be a very happy news for the family members, that she's gonna get married, finally found her love of life, and decided to stay forever with him. seriously, i told him about the problem of his thinking, i just can't stand people being so selfish, just seeing and putting himself in the center while not letting anyone have any chance to enjoy the happiness of their life. he's being stubborn, i tried to tell him that his thinking is wrong, but it turns out to have him saying - he doesn't wanna think about the matter anymore.

okays, fine. i stop talking about the matter. i calmed myself down, telling myself not to get pissed off and angry over people that have thinkings like that. (yes i certainly understand how precious is his sister to him, as he has only one sister. but come to think of, the person you love is happy, shouldn't you be happy for him/her too?)

okays, now he's starting to talk about himself. he planned and said that he wanna get a wife whom is beautiful, thin in the future. this is still okay for me, but what he said next really pissed me off. he said that people who are fat, are actually MONSTERS. i was like, what the fuck?! and again, i can't resist him having thinking like that, as fat people also have their own pride, they were born by parents, they're not hatched by stones, i mean, they are still a human being! oh shit i think i have never been this pissed off before since early of this year, i mean, HOW CAN PEOPLE BE THAT STEREOTYPING AND DISCRIMINATING? this is such a wrong wrong thinking. and he starts saying that the girlfriends he had before are bad, saying that they're not pretty enough, not thin enough, say that some are monsters.. i believe that being fat is not a wrong doing, not a crime either. seriously i'm sad for him, having such a stubborn thinking.

life can be so beautiful, but yet people tends to make it so pityful and dull. yet i pity people who get discriminations from other people, but we are who we are, we can't control what people are thinking, but people who discrimates and look down on people just because they doesn't look as beautiful as you, are wrong in their thinking. i seriously hate people who discriminates people just because of their outlook, i prefer people who has good personalities, than just having a friggin nice outlook, but inner part of them are rotten.

and seriously, i heck gonna chat with that guy anymore. i am so pissed with what he said. darn he just made my day bad. stubborn people who doesn't change their bloody thinking, thinks that they're always right and heck cares about how people feel. selfish and immature i should say. URGH! gonna get my sleep or else i'll be having such a bad bad mood to continue do my things.